what i see at night

2006-05-31T19:38:00.000-07:00

perfect weakness2

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2006-05-31T16:13:00.000-07:00

dance with me

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2006-05-31T16:08:00.000-07:00

fill

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2006-05-31T16:03:00.000-07:00

transition

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2006-05-31T15:58:00.000-07:00

perfect weakness

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2006-05-31T15:48:00.000-07:00

day six

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2006-05-31T15:26:00.000-07:00

tread

2006-05-29T12:13:00.000-07:00

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mister werling

2006-05-29T12:00:00.000-07:00

a previous video

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A rude awakening

2006-05-24T15:51:00.000-07:00

interpretation

2006-05-24T15:30:00.000-07:00

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fill

2006-05-24T15:24:00.000-07:00

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following your trail

2006-05-24T14:28:00.000-07:00

is it easier to follow a trail with physical realities on my side? or do memories seem to lead me closer to you? i thought about this as i lay in bed, wondering where you were. as shadows simultaneously with ourselves, do they belong to us, or perhaps, do they belong to the sun?

thin lines

2006-05-24T14:03:00.000-07:00

through the woods

2006-05-24T12:11:00.000-07:00

i was walking through the woods on my property. although it all seems very familiar, there was an unsettling feeling about the path i was about to take. the sky grew pale and the trees grew sharp. one grew into the next as i was merged into a world of fantasmical towers. each grain as thick as a rope, each shadow as dark as my soul. the path became a maze and as i attempted to get out, it consumed my entire being.

losing control

2006-05-17T17:25:00.000-07:00

have you ever known you were dreaming and then tried to control it? it doesn't seem to work as well as you would like...

2006-05-17T17:17:00.000-07:00

Twas the night before christmas, and all through the barn....
the farmers left us behind. days went by, and we started to become very cold and hungry. the only thing green in our paths were the christmas trees that families had in their homes. we needed to eat those trees, and we tip toed up to the houses at night, and snuck in with our trusty accomplices on our backs...

the bridge

2006-05-16T18:36:00.000-07:00

move with me

2006-05-03T17:57:00.000-07:00

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which way again?

2006-05-03T16:37:00.000-07:00

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2006-05-03T14:30:00.000-07:00

Not as scary as it looks. In fact, a delightful time! It is a pig cemetery. Mostly for hibernation. They need this. You see, if you tip over the stones, they can come out. Ususally though, they just don't want to. It's safer for these pigs, and much more peaceful. It was my job to water the plants and feed those pigs. They ate much more than I had anticipated. As they became more violent due to their growing appetites, I had to hire others to help me. They are on their way...any minute now.

thoughts when you're awake

2006-05-03T14:24:00.000-07:00

so much homework....wish i could hire someone to do it for me....so tired....should just close my eyes for 1 minute....ants. ants crawling on me!!! what else do i have to read tonight? .....imagine if i had a hill of pennies. pennies smell funny. all coins smell funny. maybe i should sleep now, and study later. i never win carnival games! what a scam.

Things that may hurt!

2006-05-03T13:56:00.000-07:00

natural disasters. self harm. how much is connected?

norway

2006-05-03T11:18:00.000-07:00

NORWAY
what a terrible place norway is. I have seen it, all of it. Dark. Ice. Stormy. The waters are black, yet translucent so as to see the monsters below. Everyone has their deformities. I won't deny that much. Oh, but Norway.... This is where my mother lost her hand. This is where the rest have lost their minds. Norway, Norway. I am sorry, sorry for those Norwegians trapped in those shanties. It infects us all with a terribly, deviant darkness....